My Story , My Life

I'm back to blog.

2010-11-10T12:20:00.000-08:00

Its been so long when i blog.

Now i'm back. (:

Time really files that i've work for 8 months already at NUH. My collegues there was nice although there still some idiots there. But it doesnt bother me anyway. Lol.. Sometimes i miss schooling.. the time rushing to study for exams and tutorials. (: Of cos i also do miss some of my poly mates.

Last sun went picnic with my collegues at marina barriage. Each of us prepare a dish to bring there. I reached there around 3plus, i'm late but that my style .. hahaha... den we start eating... and then photo taking time... shall upload in here soon when i got the time to.

Saying about my relationship, its like nth much to be updated. Things are still the same. I still having my patient there. But I dont know how long more i can hold. As usual what i hope for years still not fulfilling.. :(

Cynthia's blog is back.

2010-08-16T22:36:00.000-07:00

Cynthia's blog is back.

Haha.. hasn't been updating for like SooOo loOngg after i start working...
Alright here some update.
Currently working at NUH. A nice working place as everyone is so friendly and sharing their love & care, is just like a home that u never think that u are working. Being working there for like about 4months plus. Time really files. And i've graduated like for 3mths alr. WOW!

Apart from my career and studies,
Of cos there's still some enjoyment parts...My favourite! SHOPPING! PARTY! SLACKING!
haha! Hmm... I still thinking what should i get first? Itouch? or iphone?

and most importantly, Earn much much money! (:

Luo Zhi Xiang's Wu Fa Wu Tian 3d Concert :)

2010-05-23T23:35:00.000-07:00

Haha... Went to see Luo Zhi Xiang's Wu Fa Wu Tian 3D Concert Yesterday. It's AWESOME!
Did video down but unable to upload becos the video big. LOL! But wish to see can let me know :)

My New Baby ♥ ( LX3 Camera ) ^.^

2010-05-03T23:37:00.000-07:00

My new baby (( Panasonic - LX3 [Lumix] ))

10April2010.

2010-04-10T02:03:00.000-07:00

My blog is so dead. haha.
Last few weeks busy finding job and interview.
Is like finally, i found a job.
'Patient Service Associate' at NUH.
Gonna start work next mon. No more late nite.
Today went to NUH to collect my uniform and sign letter of appointment. :)
and i will be taking my license soon. hehe ;)

2010-03-21T01:42:00.000-07:00

Haha is like finally all my papers are over. Waiting for graduation only. Hopefully i pass all my modules. Currently looking for job and also enjoying my hoildays. haha.

Exam results will be out on 24march2010 11am.
Woohoo! scary! haha! Hope i pass all my modules with improvement. hehe ;)

27feb 2010

2010-02-27T10:57:00.000-08:00

Currently having exams.
Argh so stressful.
Endure !

Chinese new year '2010

2010-02-14T21:59:00.000-08:00

Lazy to type. Let the photo tells. hehe

Chu 1

The six of us

Time files.. that all of us had grown up .. we been a childhood cousin. The closest cousin among others.

I still rmb we use to go each other house every weekends and we will like exchange things.. like toys , barbie dolls , eraser etc then go home.. hahas.. and i cant forget is the pic of power ranger position of the six of us. hahas.. what a memory. lots lots of memories. =)

Chu 2

24jan 2010

2010-01-24T14:52:00.000-08:00

my blog is so dead.
hmm.. recently having lots of problem troubling me until i cant even think cant even feel .. been trying lots of way to make myself not to think of it. Going out with friends and chiong assignment etc.
Been actting in front of friends that i'm ok i'm happy go lucky go. But i wasn't. Plus i was sick for 1week already. and test and exam is coming soon..timetable is out... but i still rotting.. omg!

Now i just wanna focus more on studies.

ssomehow , i miss euu.. d***d***

update update

2010-01-16T14:00:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. didnt get to update my blog for so long.. is like so dead..
Alright i'm here to update abit...
School just started not long ago for 2weeks already but i still in hoilday mood , more of playing mood.. haha..
Anyway i didnt upload my 21st birthday pics in here but is in fb. So if wanna see go fb ba.. =)
btw, i need to thanks to those who turn up, i really appreciate and really thanks for the birthday song u all sang when the clock hit 12am 31dec2009 really very touch. =)

so sad that now i'm down with flu. Makes me had a sleepless night. =(
School assignment is getting more and more, which i haven been doing.
1mth left at SP.

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2010-01-09T12:05:00.000-08:00

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2009-12-17T22:11:00.000-08:00

Finally get my hair done!

hahas...

Super happy!

4paper to go .

2009-12-07T18:36:00.000-08:00

just back home not long ago. hmm.. today paper was fine.
4 more papers to go..
Bless me all the way! =)
ok back to studies ..

First test paper - 2009

2009-12-01T17:10:00.000-08:00

haha.. ytd property law paper was fine.. and and i never expected that i finish 5 qns in 50mins and checked through twice..Hmm.. hoping for a better grade.. LOL.. next paper tmr.. Hope it will be fine too.. of cos for the rest of the paper i hope for the best.. hehe..

ALERT!

It's december!

Left least than a month to my 21st.

Planning .. Planning.. How to make my 21st birthday a wonderful and memorable day! HAHA =)

Term test is a disaster!

2009-11-30T10:44:00.000-08:00

Term test is a DISASTER to me now!

test start next wk and the following week. ARGH!

Bless me !

and LEFT A MONTH TO MY 21st BIRTHDAY!!

mediacorp

2009-11-22T12:03:00.000-08:00

Ytd meet love to mediacorp to watch sheng siong show first episode.
The show start at around 8pm, but need to be settle down at 7plus. So meet love to have dinner at toa payoh first before heading to mediacorp and also while waiting for his classmate nicholas. Importantly, thanks love for bringing liang cha for me which is cook by his mum. So SWEET. and and thanks love's mummy! As they know i was sick and having no voice plus coughing.

Headed to mediacorp at around 6plus 7. Reached there already alot of ppl queuing to go in the threatre and still manage to get a good seat. haha.. Anyway it quite fun over there listening to joke by one of the actor. Den show start at 8 and end at 9pm. After show walk out to take bus to amk den take train back home haha..

2009-11-18T22:24:00.000-08:00

Haha.. have not been updating my blog recently.

Anyway last mth i was busy going to peoples 21st bdae chalet.

and and..

My Chalet will be on 30th dec!

Will start inviting soon....!!

I'm here to announce my term test timetable ... to let you know when i will be free !

Here you go..

Property Law Tue 1st dec 1-3pm

Property & Facilities Management Mon 7th dec 3-4.40pm

Valuation Tue 8thdec 3-4pm

Project Management II Wed 9th dec 3.30-5.10pm

Facilities Maintenance Thurs 10th dec 3.30-5.10pm

Space & Event Management Fri 11th dec 3.30-5.10pm (LAST PAPER)!!

So.. People can date me out after 11thdec 5.10pm! For supper , night market , shopping etc. =)

Graduating in 3mths time! woohoo!

2009-11-05T20:49:00.000-08:00

Lots of Assignments & Projects are all on hand!

busy busy busy...

Anyway i haf start planning for my 21st bdae already. HAHA .. kia sou hor.. haha..

from when i'm 18yrs old i promise myself on my 21st i must open a chalet for myself and invite my friends over to enjoy! LOL..

AND i've booked!

Will start my invitation soon after i clear all my assignments and projects.

So friends, stay tune! LOL

2009-10-20T19:42:00.000-07:00

First Day Of School

woke up at 7plus.. and set off around 8plus.. As lesson start at 9am..
Alright is the first dae of last sem i had in poly.
Stressful~!
All the lecture notes is damn thick ..haiz...
and is tired in school... felt so sleepy man...
den after PM2 lesson me and hongdan decide to give the last lesson by Mrs Ti a miss... LOL..
and head home.... haha.....Sorry still in hoilday mood...

Second Day of School

Same thing i woke up at 7plus and set off around 8plus... lesson start at 9am..
hmm... today lesson also quite bored until i keep joking with teacher while he is teaching.. and keep the class laugh and awake..haha... after lesson went to com lab to kill our break time.. after that went for another lesson at 1pm.. its quite ok.. never fall asleep ... LOL... 3pm off we go.... hahaha....

2009-10-09T19:33:00.000-07:00

while waiting for Reseate-Love to upload new episode ..

Currently watching this.. Funny show! LOL

I'm back to post!

2009-10-07T13:05:00.000-07:00

Haha ... i'm back to my blog!

Miss me yo!

Alright .. my work contract have reached to the end..

AND AND AND...

I'm so happy! My Bank account increased! OopS!

but left 1 wks for me to relax before the sch starts. =(

When the sch start it will be my last sem in Singapore Polytechnic. WooHoo!

AND!

My 21st is in TWO MONTHS TIME!

LALALA...

Currently watching Roseate-Love ..

Quite a touching show! I LOVE IT!

2009-09-18T12:47:00.000-07:00

Its seem i not been blogging for sometimes...

Alright hoilday start for about 1week plus already ...

Started working last tue ... as a temporary staff...for around 2wks plus project..

Salary not bad .. haha...

So currently wont be blogging much often.

Earn money !!! !!!!

LOL

Alright off to work... =)

Miss me !

Anything can text me or call me! If u wish to jio me out! Alright!

2months plus to my 21st! hoho!

FYP survey

2009-09-15T02:12:00.000-07:00

Hey Friends,

This is part of my FYP project.Pls help me to complete this survey for me.

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Pls help me to pass on this msg to your friends!

Thank you so much =)

Cheers,
Cynthia Lee

2009-09-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

Not feeling well today.. rotting at home..

no matter what happen i was still left alone ..

Exams is over left one more sem

2009-09-03T12:07:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl, i'm back !
Exams is over... time to find a time job..to have some saving..
Maybe will go back to my ITP company to work ba with my ITP friend.
Currently no photos to upload.

brain dead

2009-08-25T22:18:00.000-07:00

First i need to say I"M DAMN TIRED RIGHT NOW!

No mood to start studying again..

brain dead liao .. lol...

Alright today paper ..hmm... manageable ba..

2 more papers to go!

HANGING ON!

wakeup early ...memorizing ...not enough slp... is tolerating man!

Alright will continue my studies tmr...

bored to death

2009-08-22T18:03:00.000-07:00

arghhhhhh...... bored to death.....

studying and studying and studying..

SAD!

3 more papers to go...! hanging on...

11 days to HOIL~DAY!

2009-08-21T05:46:00.000-07:00

他不是个好男人也不是个好情人~！

haha random mood....but this song really very meaningful to me right now...

3 more papers to go yo..

IT PFM

2009-08-18T18:37:00.000-07:00

My feeling now is tired but i still wanna blog.. haha..

Today is my IT PFM test, overall so-so ba.

One Paper down! =)

4 more papers to go.

Next paper is on this thursday.

Bless me !

AND ... AND..

2weeks to my HOIL~HOIL ~DAY! woohoo!

Alright i going back to my studies =)

test post

2009-08-14T16:31:00.000-07:00

3 Days to test start

11 Days to exam start

18 DAYS TO...... HOIL~DAY......! YES YES!

Guys, wish me good luck for all my papers alright! =)

p.s. i will be free on 1 September after 11.10am! Anyone want date me out? LOL

Back to studies TATA!~

2009-08-13T11:23:00.000-07:00

Well... nowadays i felt physically tired for something ... and exams is coming real soon in 1wk plus time which each module contain 10 over topics.. dying soon! tonning night coming!

hope everything will turn well

Love this song alot

2009-08-07T17:52:00.000-07:00

Wiber Pan - Xie Xie

Hahaha currently listening to this song , damn nice ok =)
hmm ..after this wk i think i will be busy with my test and exams already, so wont be updating blog for that moment...
But wish me good luck for my test & exams!
JIA YOU !!! JIA YOU!

Anyway time files, another few more months will be graduating...hahas! And gonna get a job and fulfill my dreams .. woohooo!!

26days left to my 6 weeks hoilday!!!

AND AND...

Another 3months plus will be my 21st birthday!

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2009-07-28T13:56:00.000-07:00

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I'm back to blog!

2009-07-27T12:25:00.000-07:00

Hey i'm back to blog!

Hasn't been blogging for so long..

Miss?! hahahaha =)

Alright currently busy with projects & assignment. Arghh!

I need some rest can!

And exams is coming soon.
MainBS - 25aug
Marketing - 28aug
Contract admin - 1sep [Teacher's day! LOL]

But will be having six wks hoilday after that! woohoo! Thinking of getting temporary job during the hoilday to earn money..

Anyway will be uploading more pics soon when i'm free! =D stay tune!

tired of having good friends

2009-06-27T23:50:00.000-07:00

"Friends" around me are soooooooo weird. They can be my friend in front of me and when they are in a bad mood (which i don't know why), they can turn the tables around, forgetting the good times we had (or are they just for an act? not sure.). Say things that are not even relevant and true. Wondering... betrayal is the way to survive in this world? Nah, not for me.

Cant be just a simple good friend?
Anyway all this cases, is ENOUGH. As it is a WASTE OF MY TIME.

Oh ya, i edit this post as some of my good friends read my blog and pm me saying "hey, Isn't i'm ur good friend ?" haha.. sorry guys to make you all feel accused reading it..I don't mean all my friends are bad, just one or two of them that i can't tolerate their ridiculous mood swings. Anyway i've corrected the earlier entry. =) Cheers!

For relationship,
I know long relationship isnt that easy to walk through. But I will use my very best and hope for the best. I believe my effort will be appreciated. Now its time for me to start afresh. All e unhappiness shall be put away.

And i realise i have long forgotten those friends who have hurt me. Becos i dont need all this, immature, untruthful, and hypocritic people. =)

Finally, thanks to those who are supportive and never fail to encourage me all these while :) Muacks!! Appreciate it to the max!!!! You all make me feel so loved. YAY!

belated 20s bdae present from darlin

2009-06-19T23:34:00.000-07:00

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Dating with darlin again at bugis as he getting me a MP4 player for my belated 20s birthday as due to his personal problem. so understandable. Anyway really happy to get the present. =) thanks darlin! muacks! and also get one of my ite friend 21st bdae present as we going to attend it in the evening. Got her a 925 sliver bracelet. Reached costa sand resort around 7plus ba. Busy chit chat with ex-classmates haha miss those days man! den left e chalet around 10pm as darlin sending me back home and also we need to attend another friend 21st birthday tmr at downtown east chalet , will be tonning there. =)

Alright will upload my MP4 player picture soon! & friend's 21st bdae photos!

Good nite beloved !

dating with darlin

2009-06-18T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl, Help me to click on the advertisement on the left hand side. Thanks alot! =)

haha.. when dating with my lovely darlin today..

First we went to bugis to shop around for father's day present & get him belated bdae present .( sorry darlin for giving u belated present as due to some personal problem)

hmmm.. there's nth catch my eyes for father's day at bugis. After that went Suntec city to see darlin present and i got him a G2000 3/4 pants and of cos i bought him a swensen ice cream on his actual birthday and made a guestbook for him. =) After that, went for some dinner at the basement foodcourt and home sweet home..

G2000 3/4 pants

back

2009-06-15T15:25:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl, Help me to click on the advertisement on the left hand side. Thanks alot! =)

Haha .. never been blogging for abt a month..
I'm back now! ~

Last Friday went over to my fourth aunt's house to see my niece. As i miss her yo!
Reach there around 5plus.. chit chat with my cousin and playing with my niece.. She damn cute can! as she will smile to us for nothing ..super friendly.. i love her !

Having durians and mangoteen over there ..

My lovely niece!

What's up!

sleeping soundly.

Will update soon

2009-05-27T14:01:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl, Help me to click on the advertisement on the left hand side. Thanks alot! =)

Have not been blogging for weeks becos my busy with my sch projects, assignment & term test.

will get to update MORE pics maybe after june5 ba. hehe..

Wish me good luck in my term test alright?! haha

JIA YOU CYNTHIA!!!!!!

Hey! I WANT CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN & MAKE SOME EDIT ON MY PAST POST!

2009-05-18T12:27:00.000-07:00

Will update my blog soon !

Stay tune!

30th April 09, 8th march '09

2009-04-30T20:05:00.000-07:00

Hi ppl,

I know i've nt been blogging for wks. LOL =)

Sch started for 2wks already. Hmmm.. but quite slack ba becos its begining of 3rd yr.

But project & tutorial already started giving. =( but who cares?! haha..

Alright ... blogging without photos is bored right?!

Here it goes.....

26th April 2009, went to my fourth aunt's house for my cousin's (YM) baby 1mth.

Here's some photos ...

See! she's only 3wks and she can lift her head up for around 2mins.

Clever right she?! My cutie niece =)

Hello! Shannon!

Yo! Its Me & Baby Shannon =)

Love her!

OMG! my niece look so cute in this pic! somemore she wearing a pink dress when she only 3wks.

HAHA! She's Sleepy after so many ppl carrying her =P

Baby Shannon sleeping soundly.

8March'09 - Marina Barriage with him.

Overdue photos with him.......

Ha!

Stupid him =x

=P

What he doing?!

Him!

Nice hair =)

Forever

11/4/09

2009-04-11T11:00:00.000-07:00

Alright today's weather is good.
Its a good day for shopping which i DAMN long never shop already can! HAHA!
Been working and working..
anyway another 1 more wk for my attachment WooHoo!

i think it's time for me to forget the past.

Starting afresh be myself.

2nd aunt bdae

2009-04-10T23:43:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to my cousin's house to get my vintage bag which i ordered from her. WooHoo! i love it ! When to see my just born niece. she damn cute can.

27march - Out for lunch with attachment friends and boss

My attachment friends!

You know what our boss ask us to figure out how to switch on his car and other appliance LOL! there's my friend goes trying out the car.

Above one is my boss who love talking alot. Same as my dad.

At car talk non-stop , while waiting also talk non stop, after lunch also talk non stop. Aiyo!

22march - My 2nd aunt birthday.

My beloved nephew hong jun and my cousin yuanting.

My niece yiqing & sis

sis ,cousin & nephew

hehe!

HAHA!

Sis & niece

Happy 3!

haiz!

2009-04-06T15:13:00.000-07:00

Never been this way before.

friends fake !

2009-04-05T16:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i felt that friends are so fake....

Example my that good friend i mention in my previous post,

She can tell me how much she dislike this person(Wanping) and can talk things behind her.

In front of her lei.... what she will do i dont know.. but i know is SO FAKE! _l_ Still telling ppl to be true to ppl ?! how about yourself. Do you? FAKER! So friend, if u read this post , up to you to believe.

Welcome April

2009-04-01T09:57:00.000-07:00

Welcome April !

May make my life more wonderful pls.

Stop all those sadness in my life.

Give me luck.

Let me feel more care, concern & love.

Let everything start afresh. I want myself back.

2wks plus to go for my attachment & and sch reopen.

Gonna be busy, as i'm going 3rd yr which is my final year in poly.

Alright i think i should stop here. Will try to upload photos when i'm free!

26/4/09

2009-03-26T13:25:00.000-07:00

I dont know why i will post this......too emo? sad? over tired?

After seen my exams over, i started my attachment at redhill.
Everyday working 9-6pm include Sat 9-1pm .
i work and work and work for already 1mth for now.....another few more wks to finish... Has been very very tired after work due to everyday waking up early and lots of assignment in hand .... without enough rest.... its like i have no life. Last wk , i was sick for around 2 to 3days is like totally no appetite to eat and no mood to talk or move around but i still go for work as i'm lazy to go polyclinic take MC.

For my love?.........

I just wanted a simple love. Pls stop making me sad can ? is so hard for me to force myself to smile when actually i'm sad inside my heart becos of you. Hope everything turns well.

Good friend?.......

I didnt contact with her for already 3mths plus ba. Due to something happen that make me cant forgive her in this timing becos i cant forget how she did. The time being with her, she taught me lots of things, is must be true to everyone. But times and times i felt that although we are often hand out tgt , but i never never really stand a place in her heart truly, by her action no matter hw good i treat her. Anyway i'm lazy to elaborate so much...It just fate tat we cant be good friend.

P.S : Get well soon , love.

moody

2009-03-17T10:01:00.000-07:00

First of all today is not my day..damn moody today.. was late for work, was feeling unwell as i'm having a bad headache ytd,until now still having abit headache and stomach feeling unwell too.

My heart felt very numb too. Alright i dont feel like continue writing my blog le.

memories with my attachest

2009-03-16T15:14:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. my supervisior is in penang now and will be back on friday! Hooray!

haha.. so we are free!

Just ate KFC for my lunch as we called the KFC delivery and ordered family feast meal. HAHA!

and we will chatting and enjoying our food. LOL! what a memories man! and know what we are always bear footed in the office..walk here and there.... even the supervisor is around we also do tat.. hahas... although attachment is boring but is fun to be with my attachest as we joke ,we play etc. The most nice one is when our supervisior is nt in. We surf net, play games ,chit chat and online shopping. Alright got to back to work.

13/3/09

2009-03-13T10:49:00.000-07:00

what a tiring day today as ytd slept at nearly 2am and need to wakeup at 7am. Sigh~!

not enough rest can & is like totally no life!

hmmm.... haven comment abt my attachment.... its quite a boring place as frm the start of my attachment until nw i'm doing the same thing and my boss have nt been coming for already 4days include SAT... wth! we came back to work but he's at home. arghh!

hais cheap labour is like tat de even sat need to work half day with only 440dollars a mth only.

I'm just too bored working and working doing the same thing can. So i'm here working and playing games to kill my working time.

SOMEONE JUST SAVE ME!

10/3/09

2009-03-10T10:49:00.000-07:00

what a boring day & a sunny day!

have to work and work and work.. stupid attachment!

anyway later gonna meet up love for movie as we long time didnt watch movie le.

hmm.. he's gg genting this friday.. sob! But love rmb to buy my favourite seaweed and pie k?

haircut 2009

2009-03-09T09:33:00.000-07:00

Went to meet him at chinatown , as he gonna get his new phone at his friend's shop. After tat we head to bugis to get my hair cut at bugis chapter 2 ytd, i like it so much thanks for the hairstylist sky. Will be back again LOL..

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P.S : Anyway, i just hope everything will go better.

the most sad things happen wif me and him

2009-03-07T11:36:00.000-08:00

This few days i'm really very sad and down and cried alot..

my r/s problems occurs frm bad to worse.

especially last few days, my bf told me his friend mirene is coming to his hse to teach him photoshop and in the main while help mirene wif her guitar and i answered ok as i trust him and i also know mirene as we are the same ite. But unforturetly, he didnt told me that another girl name judy came too,which make me really very sad, and he suppose to know that asking 2girls to his hse nt that good rite. Another thing is tat time after my work i called my bf as he told me he's gg out wif his friend but didnt tell me who he's gg out wif in the first place, only after i sms him, then he told me he wif mirene but another thing again! that judy was there but why he didnt even tell me ... again going out with 2girls and he's alone as a guy. Then after that i decide to go down marina bay to find him, but he kept on refuse and i just went down to marina bay to find him, yet i waited for him for 2hrsplus den he came which he's at marina barage with his that TWO GIRLS! i kept on asking him to come fetch him but telling me he no cash etc. and ask me to take cab there but u know wat its hard to get cab there. and i'm tired and hungry after my work. In the main while, actually i decide to give up this r/s as i cant tolerate he being dishonest and neglecting my feeling as in gg out with 2girls and i think he also dont like i go out with two guys and i'm the only girl ba. I burst my tears out alone when i'm at marina bay. After we met each other , we talked awhile and i left, as his things he left at his friend there and again i'm like a idiot going home alone with a hungry stomach and tired just becos of him.

I'm very very sad you know, which i really need a shoulder to throw my sadness. Haiz while writing this i also dropping tears. Everything changed.

first day of attachment

2009-03-02T23:09:00.000-08:00

Today is my first day of attachment.

Wake up early @ 640am, as work start at 830am.

Prepare & set off at 715am.

Reached redhill station at around 8am then haf a 5mins walk to my workplace.

Reached the building at around 805am. anyway the purpose i went so early is becos i afraid that i couldnt find. LOL. Then i walked to the lift, and take up to 7th storey den when the lift door open , i walked out i saw only one exit staircase and a door look like electricty rm. HAHA! then i was so Gan chong sia! den faster take lift go down again. den walk up to the bridge and take lift again.. but i reach the same floor with that 2 room. LOL... den i hack care just try to go one of the room. den i finally found! HAHA!

then i saw my buddy class friend , i was happy can... becos i'm nt alone!

reached the office outside at 815am den 825am tried to knock the door but no one answer. den i called my supervisor he said why i so early come? i was like HUH? my paper state that 830am start work. Then he told me is 9am! damn it! make me wakeup so early! den he ask me to knock again the door and sae i'm frm sp come for attachment den at first i tot he wan trick me as no one inside the office and i sae why must i say that? LOL ! OOPs! i was so rude! but i didnt purposely. i tot he tricking me...! hahas....

then awhile more a girl from inside open the door for me and my friend i was like shit! i spoke so rudely..hehe... den he called again i try to talk to him nicely. Lucky he so kind! he treat us very good... he's very patient teaching us, and told us if dont know anything must ask him straight no matter abit or what... so nice of him... den today at there do some typing and checking of real estate price and specifications.

Overall, its was fun.

THE END

attacbment

2009-03-01T01:51:00.000-08:00

tmr starting my attachment le.. feeling so nervous can..Becos i'm all alone...hahas... thinking what going on there and what i suppose to do etc... NERVOUS!

anyway just wish me good luck den. hahas..

ANYWAY ,

This is the new month of MARCH le!

wish me all the best in everything and all the bad onces GO AWAY! LOL=p

26th feb

2009-02-26T22:00:00.000-08:00

Finally Finally all test & exam are all down!

Have been waking up early and sleeping late totally make me not enough slp..

Finally can rest myself. Today is my last paper hmm quite ok la... and will be having attachment this coming monday arghh damn fast ya... haven have enough rest lei..

anyway i have alot of overdue photos to upload will be uploading soon ....

haiz

2009-02-24T12:27:00.000-08:00

My feeling right now really very down.

Dont know how to solve it. Felt so tired and wanted to give up.

i do tried solving but it doesnt work even alittle.

there's still be misunderstanding, arguements etc.

Haiz...

Back to studies, alright this thurs last paper for BSII.

Jia You!

2009-02-22T00:29:00.000-08:00

Alright it seem that i not been blogging for days already due to examination. First let's talk about my ytd paper... hmmm is damn difficult can. Almost all the qns i dont really know how to do sia.. i just keep on writing rubbish in my answers but i hope make sense la. hahas. Anyway will be upload those overdue pictures up soon. And i will be having my last paper this thurs. HAHA! damn happy.. but i starting my ITP on 2march. Alright i think i should stop here.

2009-02-14T16:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE TO MY PRECIOUS & ALL!

will update more info later ....

2009-02-08T23:50:00.000-08:00

I'm tired of everything you've done to me..

exams

2009-02-08T14:39:00.000-08:00

Guess what i will doing for this few weeks?!

I will be studying studying studying! Arghh!

crack my brain !

as i will be having test and exam next week.

and know what unlucky after exams i only can rest for 4days max. and i will be having ITP.

alright gonna back to my studies again .

Wish me all the best in my examinations ya...

JIA YOU!!! JIA YOU!!!!!

2009-02-04T21:23:00.000-08:00

Arghh... Now doing last min blogging....
term test will be starting next wk and another week is exams!
my valentine's dae will be spending with my lovely books. LOL!
gonna be busy this 3weeks ba. i finish my test and exams on the 26feb but bad news my ITP starting two days after my exams finish. aiyo where got time to relax and enjoy sia. oh ya this fri i will know which company i posted for my ITP. but hope not that far..... dont know why during exams period i super feel like going out and play lor. hahas... when no exams i will be sleeping , slacking and surfing net. I"M JUST TOO BORED!

3rd day of CNY

2009-01-28T23:22:00.000-08:00

Arghhhhh........ today is 3rd day of new year , still need to go to school.....sianzzzz....

and received term test timetable already. sob sob... this year valentine's day spent with my books already and also need to start study study study already.... SUPER SIAN!

aiyoo still on new year mood leii....stupid school..

then after sch went back home and rest, while waiting for my family come back and also my sis's bf... as he's coming to my house bai nian and then go out have a good dinner... hahas... and know what ?! my little princess tag along. she's so cute! keep on talk and talk.. hahas...love her alot... after eating sent my sis's bf to MRT then sent my niece home.... photos will be uploaded when i'm free..

THE END

CNY'2009 reunion dinner

2009-01-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!

Here's some photos of my reunion dinner on 25.01.2009 @ ORIENT OCEAN RESTAURANT 3RD FLOOR HOTEL MIRAMAR.

Going for reunion dinner de Me!

Reached e hotel. So while waiting for the rest i took some photos

The Food that we ordered.

PS.. i was too buz eating so forgotten to take e first dish. LOL

Ok.. this the Second dish

3rd dish chicken with wanton shark fin's soup

4th dish

5th dish

6th dish

7th dish

8th dish

9th dish ( The last dish! i love it so much )

Me & Jie

My aunt, my grandma, my uncle's wife and uncle.

Daddy!

Daddy & Mummy

The Vase at the Hotel resting corner.. Nice rite..

Mummy!

Me & Mummy!

Went to loyang temple there see e cow things.

New phone

2009-01-11T15:05:00.000-08:00

Finally i got my new phone already!

To all ... u can contact me through my handphone already! Hahas!

Phone spoilt

2009-01-06T17:11:00.000-08:00

A BIG BIG ANNOUNCEMENT TO ALL !

My Phone is Officially spoilt!

So, if want to contact me either through msn or offline msg or tag me @ my blog!

And i really need a spare phone ASAP! arghh! help!

anyway i dont know without a phone is a bad thing or a good thing so no one can contact me. But i'm too use to have a phone already. HELP!

And plus i haven get my New year clothes yet =( sob!

20's bdae

2008-12-31T23:47:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2008-12-30T23:33:00.000-08:00

Time files.....

Today 30thdec which is one day before my 20's bdae...

went to meet up my friends after sch to have a good dinner at Pariss International seafood buffet restaurant to celebrate my bdae...we meet up at 430pm at cityhall after that we went for a walk at marina square and check out wat time is the dinner buffet. The dinner buffet started at 530pm. So we are still early so go have some walk around while waiting for the time to reach.

Time reached..

we went in the restaurant and paid for the buffet first.. it cost abt $37.80++ ... so is $44 each person.. woww! the place is quite nice and fill with delicious food....HAHA!

GO!!! and we started to collect our food.... happily eating...

But with some disappointment...

As some promised to come down but in the end putting aeroplane which also the person telling me how much they got my heart.. plus didnt even wish me happy birthday or inform me that u r nt coming.. and some unhappiness happen to me and do make me hurt alot, which makes me don believe there's any good friends around ... Fuck it... what for treating someone good and in the end get all this hurt for?

Here's some photos taken...

So sweet of you Jenny for making my day with joys!

The unique cake and the plate wish they prepared for me! Hahas! So sweet of u all.. i'm really very touch...

The candle made of a satay stick and watermelon. haha

Jenny & her boyfriend

HuiYan's wedding

2008-12-21T23:30:00.000-08:00

My Cousin's wedding

(Bride) HuiYan & Jason (Groom)

Hmm just came back from my cousin's wedding @ Raffles Town Club. The place there is quite nice and the food is nice too. But is abit uncomfortable over there becos of some reason. anyway didnt manage to take lots of photos over there as i said there some uncomfortable.

There's some photos took..

The some photos abit blur ..LOL..

My sis & My Cousin (HuiYan)

Me & My cousin

My Third aunt, cousin, Mum

My Sis & Me

My Lovely Mummy & Daddy =)

My Two Cousin ZhiHao,ZhiJie & My Nephew WeiXuan & My Real GodBrother Brandon

Third aunt's Family

The Stage

My dad & Godbrother

My Nephew & Sis

Two Beloved Daughters & dad

My Nephew Hong Jun & Me!

Capture By my sis! hahas! =]

2008-11-28T22:07:00.000-08:00

Maybe things maybe ending...

I'm simply tired..

i tried & tried

there's no outcome

No more energy

term test

2008-11-23T11:53:00.000-08:00

Alright my term test timetable is out on thurs.. its time to stack at hm and study le..

BS II - 1dec

Structures- 2dec

MBW(Architecture)- 3dec

BMT- 4dec

Economics-5dec

JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, i wont be free to blog for this 2wks..

Sometimes i though i'm strong i'm loved, but that's wasnt true.

2008-11-18T23:02:00.000-08:00

Just dont know why i just feel like blogging rite now..

Argghhh!! Gonna gone crazy soon!

Assignment? Exams? Is just non-stop!

tired leii....

HELP!

being v buz this few wks .. as assignment & projects going on and on...

no time for me to haf enough rest..

anyway less than a mth is my 20th bdae already..

People out there prepare to give me present.. Haha..

......

2008-11-13T13:47:00.000-08:00

Hasn't been blogging for days, as i'm buz wif my school stuff which drive me crazy..arghh super tired..ytd 6 of us went for ITP australia interview (my attractment) ,it was like abit nervous haha.. but u know wat we do? we play oh ya pei ya game see who get to go in first.. haha.. in the end pushing one of my ex mates mamdu in first..hahas..secondly is kohwei.. third me .. fourth puimin..den the rest i dont know le becos i went off to look for my cousin to continue my economic journal.. and its was raining heavily hais...den head to bukit panjang area to continue my economic.. but didnt manage to do properly..becos is like everyone is so rush to go hm.. reached hm at around 7plus and have my dinner and continue my work..
anyway i have alot of overdue photos & video of my cousin's wedding ... will be uploading soon after i finish busying.. hahas...

Life is short , treasure the person u love and the things around you..
If you nv give up , there sure a miracle comes out ...

good appetite

2008-11-04T23:00:00.000-08:00

Alrite today as usual wakeup at 630am to prepare and head to sch...hmm today appetite quite gd man! ate ban mian & Durian and sweet corn ice for my lunch and head to CT lesson.. hahas.. then lesson half way , i'm hungry again! omg! and i tot my friend i want eat! hahas they laugh at me.. then after sch head to cck and buy soya bean with pearl and cheese pancake to eat hahas! EAT ! EAT! EAT!

FUCK

2008-10-31T02:24:00.000-07:00

Thanks to you friends treating me this way.

But i really believe a sentence " How you treat ppl , the thing will also happen on you back one day".

Issit about looking down on ppl? or what?

Do you know e feeling ?

AND

You ( you should know who u r) this person actually all along i tot u r a gd frenz

But i just realise u love to talk things behind ppl or

u r hypoercite?

Doing all this are you very happy?

2008-10-29T22:15:00.000-07:00

原来，一个人是这么孤单的。。

(If you stay everything may be better)

i destroyed.

Hmm.. i have been having sore throat for days already arghh!

xin ku lor..

Happy deepavali!

2008-10-27T20:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI !

Yesterday went to sembanwang to meet my poly mates karen & jeanette at 430pm and head to shanty's house as she invited us to her place to celebrate deepavali.. reached her place around 5pm. There's so many ppl in her house went we reach den all of us turn so paiseh dont dare to go in. ha! but in the end went to shanty's room to hide .. LOL! but her mum came to the room to welcome us and get us drinks so nice of her. Then we chit chat and take photos.. and her room really so nice like a princess rm can.. then when jeanette's bf reach, we went to get some food to eat then shanty's father came and chit chat with us haha her father love to joke and make us laugh like hell.. and the food there is so nice haha and i ate alot.. especially the wings and mutton . then around 7pm we left the place and i head hm to study my CT retest.

Me , Karen & Jeanette =]

US!

SHANTY'S ROOM

Now i only think of concentrate in my studies other than that like r/s etc all put aside becos i'm tired and no more strength le. i realise i slowly dunno wat is love anymore. Let's wait for my Mr. Right to walk forward to me ba.

Here's some photos

Sunday

2008-10-26T21:15:00.000-07:00

Today went to town area wif my mum & sis for a talk.

The talk started at 2pm to 4pm. Then have some refreshment after that but unluckily there's no more food ... those aunites grab so fast like didnt ate before maybe is becos is FOC ba.. haha! After tat went to far east to get my white dress as for my cousin wedding coming soon at nov8..During the talk , a psychologist doctor gave a talk which i find it meaningful.

" If u find a things cannot be change when u tried so much, let it go and this will make u more happier and wont let u think so much which will give a negative effect on ur health." and only keep those can be change. what a meaningful word for me. alrite after that went to walk around with mum & sis den around 7pm dad came and fetch us up for dinner at great world city opposite the coffeeshop then head home.

some ppl may feel that i'm changing ..

yes i am..

i'm already not the cynthia who will let guy step up to my head.

maybe my character is slowly changing ba..

only one thing i nv change is

" i nv change to the person who treat me good & treasure me"

sick

2008-10-25T16:43:00.000-07:00

Fever + flu + sore throat !!

ARGHH!

feeling so unwell now =(

maybe due to not enough slp ba..

think i should stop here.. have to rest..hehe...

wish me get well soon ya..

=)

2008-10-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

Alrite its the 2nd wk of sch le wor.. haha but still not use to it... everyday need to wakeup early.. den not enough... everyday is a tired day..LOL...
hmm.. today wake up around 630am to prepare out to sch... reached sch around 810am as my lesson start at 8am.. hahas.. first lesson structure..guess what we do in class for our tutorial today?

is .... using straws to build up structure form which contain stability and so on.. as our lecture told us the grp who hand in first,highest structure form and stability will get high marks.. so our grp decide to concentrate on the stability side... haha.. after all the grp haf done the structure our lecture start to use some material like files and books to see how stable the structure is.. haha.. our grp only can affort 3 heavy files..but very good liao horr... after testing all the structure form that all our class made, our grp get the highest marks. hoho! lastly you know what .. the moment i step into sch today i ALMOST fall down again! luckily i injure my leg not serious.. only abit blue black.. but is pain de lor..sob!

HAHA ! This is our structure form with stability! =P

all about today

2008-10-15T21:49:00.000-07:00

Haha.. today is second day of sch..

hmm.. lesson today quite boring especially CT lesson, i was like in the first 2hrs i was concentrating den after tat i start to yawn and slowly lying on the table liao.. HAHA! den heard teacher say ok today until here, i stand up and pack my bag and went off with my friends straight away LOL.. Go lesson slow.. go home fast.. haha..

and know what happened today?

when i on the way walking to MRT with my frenz karen , i almost fall down hardly..OMG..i'm so luckily man! arbo i'm injured again. and my frenz was laughing .. hahas.. den take train back home for dinner n slacking. Too tired... alrite that's all for today!

sch reopen le =p

2008-10-12T17:53:00.000-07:00

Hey yo!... Has been sometimes never update my blog due to lazyness and no mood to update ba.. hahas.. tmr sch reopen le wor... arghh... still in hoilday mood can... but lucky this sem timetable still ok la.. hmm.. two more mths is my 20th bdae le really no idea how am i going to celebrate it..sob! anyone have any idea? LOL =x

the sadness

2008-10-01T22:11:00.000-07:00

Things happening and happening making me loss lots of hope in love.

i wanted to forget all the sadness in my heart.

and i tried to make myself buz but its like helpless.

my heart wound is still there.

I really dont wanna talk about relationship for a moment.

Moving forward is really a very hard path.

2008-09-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

This song is nice 终于说出口!

but now my internet is down.

Really express my FEELING FROM NOW.

I'm sorry.

hais

2008-09-28T19:53:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry.

my story

2008-09-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

A girl who are always strugging in her love life just to wish to be loved and cherish.

after times and times of sadness she broke down.

lying on bed dropping tears praying to the god to bring her happiness and take away the sadness frm her heart which she had suffered. And becos of this her very good friends disappear as they are also tired of advicing. She herself is trying very hard to stand up again.

Sunday!

2008-09-22T21:04:00.000-07:00

Is she cute?

She's my little princess Yiqing.

Took this photo ytd when i was at her house. she super cute can..

i was busy playing with her ytd. Hahas!

It's wordless.

This song is so meaningful which express my feeling now.

Tell Me Where It Hurt - Soulfool Band

Why is that sad look in your eyes

Why are you crying?

Tell me now, tell me now

Tell me, why you're feelin' this way

I hate to see you so down, oh baby!Is it your heart

Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces

Makin' you cry

Makin' you feel blue

Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby

And I'll do my best to make it better

Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away

Just tell me where it hurts

Now, tell me

And I love you with a love so tender

Oh and if you let me stay

I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from

Why are they falling?somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold

You just need somebody to hold on, baby(Give me a chance)

To put back all the pieces

Take hold of your heart

Make it just like new

There's so many things that I can dochorus(Instrumental)Is it your heart

Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces

Makin' you cry

Makin' you feel blue

Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me

And I'll do my best to make it better

Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away

Just tell me where it hurts

Now, tell me

And I love you with a love so tender

Oh, and if you let me stayI'll love all of the hurt away

where you gone?

2008-09-19T23:32:00.000-07:00

Already a few days past without any calls or msg frm you. It seems tat u live more happier without me. If is like that i'm happy for you. This song is for you.

" i hope you will hold me back and ask me not to leave and stay by ur side. "

Tonight - FM Static

17sep

2008-09-17T17:41:00.000-07:00

Ytd went bugis temple to chew qian about my love.. is a good qian with my friend. After that went to Mos burger for dinner than went to my friend's hse. She helped me to chain my love something like black magic cards i think. the results i dont know how to explain. Hmmm...Sometimes i think issit i too silly about love? believing the cards have said? but is really true. Hais becos of love i went to chew qian and ask my friend to chain my love for me. i dont know what to do anymore.

my love , issit there's no more chance for us to change?

Let's god decide

2008-09-16T15:47:00.000-07:00

i think those who read my blog will know i have been troubled by relationship miserablely for a long time. Although my family & friends gave me lots of advice but i being so what...i dont know how to explain.. so now i'm going to bugis temple to pray. So Let's god decide my relationship.. Let it be once and for all...

awaiting for you to hold me back, telling me you love me.

i really dont know understand myself le

2008-09-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

Hais i more and more don understand myself ..

becos of relationship fall sick...nowadays i sat at my room alone thinking what i really want?

the words go into my mind is i want you change and hold me back telling me you love me and will give me the happiness let those unhappiness past.. All this is just impossible to happened i think.. or that i really to let go? can someone just save me out? i dont wanna alone crying.. i need a shoulder ... a listener .. a advisor.. i know i cant stand properly.. i'm falling..

unwell

2008-09-15T16:00:00.000-07:00

heyyo.. i have been not feeling well for around 5days le ba..
No appetite..
...never eat regularly meals a day..
running to toilets for times during midnight and morning.. until today..
Almost faint when helping my mum do housework as my mum's leg cant walk properly for a few days le.. heart pain sia..

what happened to my love story? who can save me out from the trouble in my heart?

2008-09-12T22:15:00.000-07:00

Wat a boring day today.
slacking at hm... playing games.. arghh!
i cant keep myself whole day at home!! hahas!

anyway i maybe making my blog to Private soon! will let you guys know again!

Maybe let go will be the best choice. goodbye my love.

What's up!

2008-09-12T01:42:00.000-07:00

Heyyo! i'm back... as i have not been blogging these few days.... and alot of photos i didnt upload which is a few mths ago de.. HAHA!

break down

2008-09-06T18:33:00.000-07:00

Now i dont feel like talking about relationship. Can say that i'm tired.. i need a rest place to calm myself down .. my heart felt pain and uncomfortable.. i cant continue tolerating anymore.. no more energy.. my love story is like a dream to me..

i have break down .

hais

2008-09-04T15:12:00.000-07:00

I'm just tired of everything and stop threatening me as i hate most...

maybe i really need sometime to relax myself..

i'm just tired

2008-09-02T02:19:00.000-07:00

Honestly, i'm tired in lots of things..
tolerate things.. suffering... etc...which makes me feeling so uncomfortable and miserable..
what i can say is i might burst out or give up one day..
hais. . sometimes i really hate myself..
maybe i really need to take a break.................... and think through.......

hao nan ren exist in the world?

2008-08-26T14:40:00.000-07:00

Alright now i'm just fucking angry ..........DUE TO THOSE ASSHOLE GUYS!

why nowadays guys are so asshole ? do woman just a toys to you or just for you to kill time?
i'm so angry becos i heard alot of problems which happen to my friends my relatives ....

goodness sick just wakeup la those asshole guys! don think woman are a fool ok... i tell you guys what.. what u all done as in doing those asshole things.. everything will return to you ONE DAY! watch out! =/

drop this topic...

anyway i have my PMM exam paper today.. hmm.. quite fine.. manageable.. next paper on 28aug is my last paper le... hooray!

Time files ......

2008-08-21T14:07:00.000-07:00

Ytd was my account paper.. hmm... its manageable...but know what? after i went hm.. i was lying on my bed.. i'm thinking issit something i forgot to write? OMG is my ADMIN NO.! so important thing... HAHA! then i quick take my phone and call my class tutor for help.. and finally settled this morning.. went to school to clarfic my paper and write my admin no. Luckily the teacher is good.. den came back hm.. eat and online awhile until now.. later going to start studying my PMM le..

Two more exams to go!
but still need to revise my CT during hoilday.. sigh~! but nvm.. at least during hoilday got something to do.. =)

alrite going to have a nap first now... later gonna start studying le!

JIA YOU CYNTHIA!
JIA YOU CYNTHIA!
JIAYOU CYNTHIA!~~~~

lastly, i love you baby! muack muack!

OMG!

2008-08-13T13:06:00.000-07:00

today wokeup at 6am to study for ltr test....so tiring..
anyway today paper quite hmmm... not that good.. due to nt enough time..
but i hope i will pass.. PRAY HARD!

tmr still got gems & CP test... my brain going to burst soon! how to memorise so much in one day! can someone just help me..! =x

lastly, my baby i'm sry that i cant accompany you for the time being.. bear wif it first k?
i really hope you can be more understanding .. and change...

alrite i'm off to go haf some rest first and den continue wif my revision ba..
wish me good luck for my tmr two tests !