|
Monday, January 29, 2007
why alway my life full of sadness.. full of bitter...='( Dont know why feeling so down.. sad...perhaps is becos of work.. always wishing to earn lot of money but always no confidence in myself...valentine's day coming.. everything needs money..now have financial problem..finding myself so weak.. v weak..sob sob.. feel like crying.. ='( i'm waiting for mircale to appear to help me n cheer me up.. Sunday, January 14, 2007 haiz dont know alway think of writing blog this 2days.. maybe sad and stress ba..i only know the rest of my life maybe more hard..head felt so empty..feeling so lonely..haix..everyday de life is bitter..really felt like going to a big area place without ppl and scream loudly..scream out everything..haix sob sob..feel like crying loudly too.. Haiz..dont know why suddenly felt lyk writing blog nw..feeling tired in my heart and fan..just like carrying a heavy rocks on my back..soon i will be working le..maybe will be v busy earning money for myself..haiz also dont know wanna choose wat course in sp..headache..really feel v tired. if can i really need a shoulder to rely on and dont need to worry so much..computer kanna virus and ytd bf came to my hse to reformat my com and nw my com everything gone liao..argh.. then forget to ask my bf make the sound nw cant listen to songs..sob sob..hmm v fast the valentine's day coming and chinese new year coming..feel excited..hope on tat day got some money...nw already 3:40AM le(sun)..felt abit tired le.. =P Monday, January 01, 2007 haha..finally eighteen liao worx... ytd is my bdae.. and i've opening bbq at pasir ris park. (pit31)..lol then sleep until 9 wake up see show.. then wait for my dinner back..tat all of my stories..i have a glad dae in my bdae bbq! i dont need those bitches! firstly i went to my boyfriend's house to takes those bbq things and his aunt and her childrens there too..lol..i was late..then everyone waiting for my this bdae girl..lol..pai seh sia..then around 4plus leave his house..then take cab go..becos the things v heavy..then reached there..then prepare bbq things..wah got prawns,bee boon which fried by my boyfriend's mother,arga arga also made by my boyfriend's mother,fishes and drinks bought by my boyfriend's aunt.and i wont forgot the chilli made by my boyfriend's mother..lol eat lots of chicken wings sia and prawns..confirm fat de.. then this spent the whole dae..then around 8plus my cousin reached and we sat down to chit chat ..then around 10plus, my cousin going off and i also need to bring my friends huiling and chienpei..so happy my two joker friends came to pei me celebrate my bdae..eating and talking until 11plus.. then pack things..becos abit rain..then we walked to the bus stop wait for bus..my 2 secondary sch's friends yuan ni and poh hong called me to said they reached and wanted to pass me presents.. and i met them at the bus stop..so thankful to you all the presents for me i reali like it alot..unlucky we waited for 1hr the bus nv come.. then no choice need to take cab. then we spilt cab go my bf's hse ton..wah i spent dawn lots of money..around $50 got ar..buy this buy that..heart pain sia somemore nw i earn living for myself.omg.. but then nvm is my bdae..then around 2plus reached my bf's hse..finally..then we sit down rest and wait for turn to bath..then after bathing, we play cards..then after make things eat.. went down buy things eat.. come up watch ghosts show..then watch until morning 6plus..then everyone bth liao..went to bed to sleep.. my darling prepare bed for me to sleep..lol..the moment i saw bed i straight away lie down there dont move liao..no battery liao..then slept soundly..slept until 10plus wake up.. talk talk.. then went off around 1plus in the afternoon.my baobei sent me back woodlands..then we will hungry we went for a bite at mac. then went hm.. wah finally reached hm at 6plus in the evening..then first thing bath.. and straight away lie on my bed sleep liao..i think nt more then 5mins i fall asleep le.. |
CYNTHIA ♥ " She’s a lil girl, who wish to be the most happiest lady in the world." the sites. ♥ YuanTing.| ♥ YuanMei.| KarenChng [SP]. | ♥ Him.| Sabrina. Valeria [SP]. | Shane [SP].| PeiQi [SP].| KohWei [SP]. | SockHoon [SP]. Shanty [SP].| ZhiYin. | ♥ Joline.| Mirene.|Jenny.| Michelle.| WanPing.| ♥ Felicia Chin.| ♥ Crystal.| Bernice.| Tammi.| June.|♥ WuChun. December 2004 January 2005 March 2005 June 2005 July 2005 September 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 June 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 August 2010 November 2010 |
