Thursday, March 26, 2009

I dont know why i will post this......too emo? sad? over tired?


After seen my exams over, i started my attachment at redhill.
Everyday working 9-6pm include Sat 9-1pm .
i work and work and work for already 1mth for now.....another few more wks to finish... Has been very very tired after work due to everyday waking up early and lots of assignment in hand .... without enough rest.... its like i have no life. Last wk , i was sick for around 2 to 3days is like totally no appetite to eat and no mood to talk or move around but i still go for work as i'm lazy to go polyclinic take MC.

For my love?.........

I just wanted a simple love. Pls stop making me sad can ? is so hard for me to force myself to smile when actually i'm sad inside my heart becos of you. Hope everything turns well.

Good friend?.......

I didnt contact with her for already 3mths plus ba. Due to something happen that make me cant forgive her in this timing becos i cant forget how she did. The time being with her, she taught me lots of things, is must be true to everyone. But times and times i felt that although we are often hand out tgt , but i never never really stand a place in her heart truly, by her action no matter hw good i treat her. Anyway i'm lazy to elaborate so much...It just fate tat we cant be good friend.

P.S : Get well soon , love.




Tuesday, March 17, 2009

First of all today is not my day..damn moody today.. was late for work, was feeling unwell as i'm having a bad headache ytd,until now still having abit headache and stomach feeling unwell too.
My heart felt very numb too. Alright i dont feel like continue writing my blog le.


Monday, March 16, 2009

Hmmm.. my supervisior is in penang now and will be back on friday! Hooray!
haha.. so we are free!
Just ate KFC for my lunch as we called the KFC delivery and ordered family feast meal. HAHA!
and we will chatting and enjoying our food. LOL! what a memories man! and know what we are always bear footed in the office..walk here and there.... even the supervisor is around we also do tat.. hahas... although attachment is boring but is fun to be with my attachest as we joke ,we play etc. The most nice one is when our supervisior is nt in. We surf net, play games ,chit chat and online shopping. Alright got to back to work.


Friday, March 13, 2009

what a tiring day today as ytd slept at nearly 2am and need to wakeup at 7am. Sigh~!
not enough rest can & is like totally no life!
hmmm.... haven comment abt my attachment.... its quite a boring place as frm the start of my attachment until nw i'm doing the same thing and my boss have nt been coming for already 4days include SAT... wth! we came back to work but he's at home. arghh!
hais cheap labour is like tat de even sat need to work half day with only 440dollars a mth only.
I'm just too bored working and working doing the same thing can. So i'm here working and playing games to kill my working time.
SOMEONE JUST SAVE ME!


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

what a boring day & a sunny day!
have to work and work and work.. stupid attachment!
anyway later gonna meet up love for movie as we long time didnt watch movie le.
hmm.. he's gg genting this friday.. sob! But love rmb to buy my favourite seaweed and pie k?


Monday, March 09, 2009

Went to meet him at chinatown , as he gonna get his new phone at his friend's shop. After tat we head to bugis to get my hair cut at bugis chapter 2 ytd, i like it so much thanks for the hairstylist sky. Will be back again LOL..
Hmmmm... i getting sick of my blogskins, i will be changing it soon
here's some of the blogskins that i found
P.S : Anyway, i just hope everything will go better.


Saturday, March 07, 2009

This few days i'm really very sad and down and cried alot..
my r/s problems occurs frm bad to worse.
especially last few days, my bf told me his friend mirene is coming to his hse to teach him photoshop and in the main while help mirene wif her guitar and i answered ok as i trust him and i also know mirene as we are the same ite. But unforturetly, he didnt told me that another girl name judy came too,which make me really very sad, and he suppose to know that asking 2girls to his hse nt that good rite. Another thing is tat time after my work i called my bf as he told me he's gg out wif his friend but didnt tell me who he's gg out wif in the first place, only after i sms him, then he told me he wif mirene but another thing again! that judy was there but why he didnt even tell me ... again going out with 2girls and he's alone as a guy. Then after that i decide to go down marina bay to find him, but he kept on refuse and i just went down to marina bay to find him, yet i waited for him for 2hrsplus den he came which he's at marina barage with his that TWO GIRLS! i kept on asking him to come fetch him but telling me he no cash etc. and ask me to take cab there but u know wat its hard to get cab there. and i'm tired and hungry after my work. In the main while, actually i decide to give up this r/s as i cant tolerate he being dishonest and neglecting my feeling as in gg out with 2girls and i think he also dont like i go out with two guys and i'm the only girl ba. I burst my tears out alone when i'm at marina bay. After we met each other , we talked awhile and i left, as his things he left at his friend there and again i'm like a idiot going home alone with a hungry stomach and tired just becos of him.
I'm very very sad you know, which i really need a shoulder to throw my sadness. Haiz while writing this i also dropping tears. Everything changed.


Monday, March 02, 2009

Today is my first day of attachment.
Wake up early @ 640am, as work start at 830am.
Prepare & set off at 715am.
Reached redhill station at around 8am then haf a 5mins walk to my workplace.
Reached the building at around 805am. anyway the purpose i went so early is becos i afraid that i couldnt find. LOL. Then i walked to the lift, and take up to 7th storey den when the lift door open , i walked out i saw only one exit staircase and a door look like electricty rm. HAHA! then i was so Gan chong sia! den faster take lift go down again. den walk up to the bridge and take lift again.. but i reach the same floor with that 2 room. LOL... den i hack care just try to go one of the room. den i finally found! HAHA!
then i saw my buddy class friend , i was happy can... becos i'm nt alone!
reached the office outside at 815am den 825am tried to knock the door but no one answer. den i called my supervisor he said why i so early come? i was like HUH? my paper state that 830am start work. Then he told me is 9am! damn it! make me wakeup so early! den he ask me to knock again the door and sae i'm frm sp come for attachment den at first i tot he wan trick me as no one inside the office and i sae why must i say that? LOL ! OOPs! i was so rude! but i didnt purposely. i tot he tricking me...! hahas....
then awhile more a girl from inside open the door for me and my friend i was like shit! i spoke so rudely..hehe... den he called again i try to talk to him nicely. Lucky he so kind! he treat us very good... he's very patient teaching us, and told us if dont know anything must ask him straight no matter abit or what... so nice of him... den today at there do some typing and checking of real estate price and specifications.
Overall, its was fun.
THE END


Sunday, March 01, 2009

tmr starting my attachment le.. feeling so nervous can..Becos i'm all alone...hahas... thinking what going on there and what i suppose to do etc... NERVOUS!
anyway just wish me good luck den. hahas..
ANYWAY ,
This is the new month of MARCH le!
wish me all the best in everything and all the bad onces GO AWAY! LOL=p





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